Thursday, December 02, 2004

there and back again

Well it's been quite a while since i last wrote ,the end sems have finally ended n i go back to home tomorrow n see wat life is outside the campus without nr luggage on my head i plan to attend the alumni meet in my high school n meet my old friends it's a thing that i have been waiting for quite a while

as i promised to write something creaive this time around i shall try but it's only gonna be half an attempt coz i have got to rush this very moment cos sumantha is breathing down my neck so that we drag on to CL here goes nothin

the days have gone by like a wind .life's been like book of colors whose pages haver been blowing n showing a new color everyday . time has gone by .people around me have changed they came n went away more will come n go away that is the eternal story of life someday i too like a candle will melt n leave for the heavenly abode but ther is one thing that i want should stay long after i am gone that is my name ppl should remember it i don't wanna be an ordinay guy who once was n now is no more .i want my name to be undying n my whole life is commited to work in that very direction.
while on this journey i want to meet the best of the ppl that this world has to offer n be the best i can be at wat ever i do i am not bothered bout the trivialities of life i have a bigger picture in mind i am not gonna get bogged down by the the watever that doesnot go well in life i am gonna hit back like a phoenix that rises from the fire ,like a wave that return to hit back the dike with even more ferocity

well ther was that ha men that was intense

c ya ppl

Monday, November 15, 2004


the last two posts have been the songs by one of my fav artists

his lyrics really bring out the kinda phases i have had in my life
n GANDE man ur not at all good at being anonymous i caught u at the first word itself better luck next time

i am back from diwali hols and got two answer sheets back today i did really good at them too

neways the end sems approach like a never ending slogging night i don't know whether i'll be able to write the blog that regularly

next time m gonna write something really creative so watch out for that


march on lil lonely soldier march on


"No Such Thing"

'Welcome to the real world',
she said to meCondescendingly'
Take a seat, take your life
Plot it out in black and white'
Well I never lived the dreams of the prom kings
And the drama queens
I'd like to think the best of me
Is still hiding up my sleeve
They love to tell you "stay inside the lines"

But something's better On the other side
I wanna run through the halls of my high school

I wanna scream at the Top of my lungs
I just found out there's no such thing
as the real world
Just a lie you've got to rise above
So the good boys and girls

takethe so called right track
Faded white hatsGrabbing credits, maybe transfers
They read all the books but they can't
Find the answers
And all of our parents
They're getting older
I wonder if they've wished for anything better
While in their memories
Tiny tragedies
They love to tell you Stay inside the lines

But something's betterOn the other side
I wanna run through the halls of my high school

I wanna scream at theTop of my lungs
I just found out there's no such thing
as the real worldJust a lie you got to rise above
I am invincible as long as I'm alive
I wanna run through the halls of my high school

I wanna scream at the top of my lungs
I just found out there's no such thing
as the real world
Just a lie you've got to rise above
I just can't wait til my 10 year reunion

I'm gonna bust down the double doors
And when I stand on these tables before you
You will know what all this time was for

yea that's wat i want to do
when i go for my high school reunion
this december tell all of them wat was that time for

love song for no one

"Love Song For No One"

Staying home alone on a Friday
Flat on the floor looking back
On old loveOr lack thereof
After all the crushes are faded
And all my wishful thinking was wrong
I'm jadedI hate it
I'm tired of being aloneSo hurry up and get here

So tired of being aloneSo hurry up and get here
Searching all my days just to find you

I'm not sure who I'm looking forI'll know itWhen I see you
Until then, I'll hide in my bedroom
Staying up all night just to writeA love song for no one
I'm tired of being aloneSo hurry up and get here

So tired of being aloneSo hurry up and get here
I could have met you in a sandbox

I could have passed you on the sidewalk
Could I have missed my chanceAnd watched you walk away?
I'm tired of being aloneSo hurry up and get here

So tired of being aloneSo hurry up and get here
You'll be so goodYou'll be so good for me

this is how life is for me i'll just say
hurry up n get here!!!!!!!

Wednesday, November 03, 2004

great loss to the world as bush wins

well the swindler bush has won neways who cares if most americans are jackass

returning to the humble background of THE CAMPUS well the going has been fine here but again the i have to put up with ppl who i hate just because who and wat they are and wat value system they represent .
i don't mind renting out my frustations on them .

after all that poison is out of the system let's begin

well i ahve got a presentation of my report on saturday and i have to begion preparing for it from today this will be the first time that i will be presenting to such a large audience i have always been a bit of a apeaker once i get comfortable to the crowd
ne ways most of the eimes the topics that interest me a lot are not the ones that other ppl know a lot about so they always seem to be interested in wat i speak.

that will al for today c ya all

Saturday, October 30, 2004

Here i am

It's been quite eventual here last few days have been movie marathons with all the guys watching non stop movies as soon as they get back from the class i am trying to study a lil but the mood around u gets to u and u end up watching a movie ur self

last night we watched underworld it was really good movie since i tend to like fictional movies alot
Me and my friends finished making the presentation for our technical report

the times have changed but wat has not changed is the fact that i still don't have any girl to go out with
may be someday my turn will come as well

any of u viewing this blog feel free to give me 101 ways to get a girl

except that life's been really good to me n i have nothin to complain bout it

here's the best site for looking up avril lavigne

Tuesday, October 26, 2004

Alas the T S is over :-)

yea as the biggest ass hole sriram has decided to stay anonymous while impersonating gaouri in his last post and playing spoil sport in the electronics i just can't fathom wat kinda man can't copy a 10 line ans (so wat if it is of 10 marks) well i say don't right a blog when ur angry on some one i'll not write nee thing more bout the paper n give ne lime light to the utter stupidities of sriram

well i returned to campus on 22 october the dushera day well it has been two years in a roiw that i have seen the ravan effigy being erected n then at the time of burning it i am here in campus n sulking ,this time i was in campus n studying sraight of coz we had the ts on monday n tuesday all papers went fine except electronics all thanks to sriram.

well i enjoyed my hols alot n diwali is comig in a few days so i go back to home again in a fornight

crackfire over n out

Friday, October 15, 2004

aha 2 posts in day

it's relly feels great today as a certain some one has replied well all said n done i wanted this chapter of my life over n done with coz it had plauged my mind for some time now as it was like a story unfinished n it's ended now or atleast a new chapter has begun . well i have been thinking wat would have happened if things didn't go the way they did well i had say all's well that ends well.i haven't got ne hard feelings 4 neone n i hope no one has ne for me as they say

We are made wise not by the recollection of our past, but by the responsibility for our future

By the way right after the hols we have the second sessionals coming up n oh the course in electronics a bitch but i have taimed lions before so this bitch gonna have a day on 25 oct .



as they say in india most stories love stories start at bus stops so did this but it wasn't quite like the bus stop that ppl are so used too this one was different coz it was my school bus stop n the girl in question n me shared the same one but she was from a different school that as much info as m gonna give .

well as usual the boy in question that is me didn't even go upto her n talk coz he was so so so shy n he hates himself for that but like the other two she too came n went by.
that's all the crushes that i have had in my life (barring a lil one on avril lavigne)
from next post the ramblings continue

Misunderstandings galore??

this is for the one who didn't understand what I have been writing about so leme clear the air a lil . The first crush ie the dancing wonder is not the same girl as beauty with the brains. Probably the post went a lil more cryptic then wat some of us can comprehend nevertheless crackfire has come for the rescue
neways things have changed drastically from the year of 2000 n ppl oughta understand that crackfire ain't nomore wat he used to be as they all say time is the best judge of ppl's character as i see today the ppl who loathed me in my high school i can't help myself chuckling a lil
that's all m gonna say of the days gone by in the school things have moved on n so have i

Wednesday, October 13, 2004

back to home :-)

alas i am going back to home (yippy)

it's been a long time coming but m goin home to home for a week as told in the last post the crushes that i have had in my life will continue as the theme for this letter also



she too was in my high school as the dancing las but she joined the school in 7th grade if my memory serves me correctly well it wasn't nething like u fall for a girl at first sight it's more kinda that she grew on me we made a model together n i had expecyed things to take off from there butas always life isn't bout things that u think will happen they may not turn out the way that u want them to turn out and that what happened on this occasion
ne how she was the only one to whom i tried to ask out but she never did answer n i took it as a no .wat she really thought bout me may never be revealed to me coz i haven't seen her since my high school days.

that's bout her n now back to the present .
as for as daily life goes at campus it's been really great here for the past few days

Sunday, October 10, 2004


well here it goes
yesterday as told was quite a good day
today has started well too and i can't tell u howit'll end coz m right in the middle of it
i have asked sriram to make his blog so preety soon u are gonna see a link to ANOTHER blog here

as already told m goin home in a few dayz n i won't be able to update for bout 8 days
well here is the story of some of the crushes that i have had in my life



i was just in my junior high when this happened my cousin told me bout this girl in his class n i sdaid k let's see her
n then walla crush at first sight if i may say
this one lasted for quite a time u can say aroud 6 or 7 years but as usual i didn't have the courage to go upto her n come to think of it i was too young to even think of it
I think thoe were the best days in my school life with nothing to worry bout n all sort of things to dream about
i'll tell u bout the adventures of crackfire in the next post n then we'll move on to the next crush

cya all

Tuesday, October 05, 2004

gotta rush babe :-)


gotta rush here haven't been able to update coz of fucked up network n hectic shedule
k here's an update on the things that had to be done as told in previous post

technical report is almost complete
project work has been started

today was strangely quite a good day here i belted the practical in the lab n may be even taught the R S 's a thing or too

as far as other things go m gonna go to my home in bout ten days time n have a blast

ne ways i think i'll update again tommorow

Thursday, September 30, 2004

my college??????

here we go again

today was the convocation day in my college n guess what we second years weren't even invited now come on we live in a residential college n fucking authorities don't as much as invite students to the college convocation.

now i don't wanna sound like i am the eternal complainer but this as much as i take without saying nething

neways rather than debating how screwed up authorities are in my college we'll look at the positive points , they are only a few but that's the only hope i have got to survive this goes

1. the weather here is great
2. u get the best placement in whole godamn country
3. u are respected like gods outside it's realm
4. some prophs here are really good(they are a rare comodity)
5. u do get to make the best freinds ever ( if u are lucky)

well that's all i can think of now may be i'll make a list of things that i hate bout the place n that one is going to be big

c ya ppl
crackfire over n out

Tuesday, September 28, 2004

bite this:)

it's been an uneventful day i don't know the lab experiment went pretty good n i gave those RS''s a piece of my mind basically the thing is that they n the prophs themselves barring the exception of one mr VK know nothing bout the experiments after all we are the one who qualified JEE n not they that's all i keep saying to myself.

n bout the project it's nowhere near starting though me n sriram may start studying for it today
well all that said i also have a technical report to write .

after that quick fire of things that i need to do

i don't know i have not been to my home for a month now n life's begining to suck at this place

neways i would really benn cool if i had some motivation for doing something exciting it's really bore being here n living everyday the same way that's why i decided to bunk the maths class n write my blog.

these days i have been getting the feeling the one mr H who is in my year well is behaving like an ss to be frank
he has malice in his heart n tries to bully everyone around n manipulate members of our gangs though others have not noticed it but i have n have taken measures so that he changes his ways ne ways i have decided not to aid him in any work at all coz before this he was like a parasite allways copying work from me n the guys n thzt too without as much of a thanx

i hope ai can teach him a good lesson

well thats bout that
now i must blaze n geton with things

Monday, September 27, 2004

tidlings of things to be !!!!

alas i write again!!!!!!!

well nothing much has happened since i last wote but something tells me that things are in for a big change, a tide that will come and shape the things as they would be in the future .

sriram as always has been by my side but his slugishness is delaying things but i still have hopes that we may set out to start the project within a few days atleast the topic has been decided and even that took like forever we are unaided in this dawnting task but we have hope still that we can do it on our own coz the building of knowledge lies in front of

till the next post !!!

Friday, September 24, 2004

the first post

well this is where the blog of crackfire2003 starts:

time has come for the events to start unfolding at they had been designed for from the days of elders .

don't bite much into wat i just wrote above there it's just that i have been reading lord of the rings and had a querr want of writing something like tolkien

i am just another brick in the wall that this world is but surely i will wanna be the brick that shines like none other has

and before leaving one thing more avril rocks............